Category: Let's talk
Well last night for some reason I just lost the heid completely it began with a programme about dogs, and the american obssesion with dressing them up which annoy's the hell out of me then progessed to irrational blazing anger...I attempted to ease it by listening to Mussorgsky's Night on a Bare Mountain almost full blast..but that only added fuel to the fire, to prevent this story becoming a saga,I wrecked the place..important irreplacable things went flying, mostly out the window,including several of my brother's work's of art...models of classic planes Dad and I had spent hours building,bottles of ale,and so on you get the picture eventually after an hour I'd exhausted myself and sat drinking the remaining bottle of ale. I had been warned to expect strong reactions to what we have been thru lately but jesus this was frightening.... cheers Goblin
is arteth ok alex?
She's getting there we hope to have her home on Thursday
but this question keeps revolving in my mind... we have never been given a satisfactory reason for our loss, just a lot of confusing medical jargon, which we werein no state to take in.
..I just cannot understand how the body can reject something created within itself,and by the same token, allow a destructive tumour to grow and thrive without thinking hang on? this isn't meant to be here... it makes no sense to us at all and no one can answer our questions.. cheers pal I bet your sorry you asked now..1/2 smile
She's getting there we hope to have her home on Thursday
but this question keeps revolving in my mind... we have never been given a satisfactory reason for our loss, just a lot of confusing medical jargon, which we werein no state to take in.
..I just cannot understand how the body can reject something created within itself,and by the same token, allow a destructive tumour to grow and thrive without thinking hang on? this isn't meant to be here... it makes no sense to us at all and no one can answer our questions.. cheers pal I bet your sorry you asked now..1/2 smile
Oops! I'm very sorry. Just hang in there. Be strong. You have people who love and need you.
Eeehm goblin, and you are allowed to have a little son around the apartment. No excuse for going berserk in front of an 18 month old child like that. If one can't control one's temper with a son around that's pretty scary.
Anyways, never seen wrecking things as constructive or helpful no matter howmuch pain one is going through, that's what drums, guitars and angry music (and incidentally head phones) are for and, well, what's wrong with dressing your pet up in clothes, stupid yeah, I'll grant you, but it's not as if people are making them suffer or anything. What you do with your pet is really your thing, ifyou ask me.
Cheers
-B
smart arse the boys weren't there, they havent been here for 3 weeks..And it didn't take you long to break the truce hmm? and crawl back to your familiar game of childish provocation..I would have bet and won on the possiblity of it but the odds were woefully short..
Israeli chick thank you I'm trying to believe me fortunately things are alot calmer now..smile
Good, I'm glad for that. Take care.
cheers pal you too.smile
sounds like you are breaking 'the truce' to me Goblin, and how convenient for your son to go away for 3 whole weeks hmmmm? Where to I wonder...
sounds like you are breaking 'the truce' to me Goblin, and how convenient for your son to go away for 3 whole weeks hmmmm? Where to I wonder...
Goblin, absolutely nothing truce breaking about me generally being worried about chldren whose parents cannot control their temper to the point where they have to wreck an apartment. If it were anyone else you would've jumped at the same chance so, truce doesn't mean that I can't comment on a post and I'd be very worried, I definitely would not leave my kids with someone that I knew could throw some tantrems like that, or at least make sure there are no American dog fashion shows on tv then.
cheers
-B
yes to comment judge and be wrong you were inordinately judgemental and jumped to conclusuions with all the enthusiasm of a corrupt police officer...and I do NOT go around losing the heid on a regular basis, this was a 1 off ..you make it sound as if it's continual..again very judgemental and innacurrate
Hehe a corrupt police officer, well, that's a randomthing.
But to me once is one time too many, for my kind midyou. To me non-violent and non-destructive outlet for emtions and god self control are two of the qualities I really find mostimportant, especially when you are raising children that will inevitably inhertit the way you deal with things, if not genetically then by example so nothing should really get to a person somuch that the person has to rsort to violent means to find an outelt. And I would not trust my kids with that person if/when I have them. That's all I'm saying. You must've asked yourself what happen and why you did what you did afterwards right? Did you find a reason for worrying it might happen again, what did your brother say about it? (and if you choose not to answer that's totally fine with me too, it's just something I'd ask)
Well guys, I must say that this is just crazy. Let's be honest with each other, but let's try to be friends.
Yes I've sorted it out, yes I know why it happened, yes I'm trustworthy with children and Alistair is in Russia...
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I agree but wildebrew does like to dig don't you think does anyone have a shovel handy!...
No. I don't have one.
Goblin, I don't dig, I'm just looking at the surface and trying to reconsile all the conflicting lines on the surface, I thought you went to a cafe with your brother (sorry about the missing accent over the "e" there, went to lunch is what I mean) 2 weeks ago and with your kid and his and the friend turned stalker turned friend again, but then was your brother back from Russia, who takes care of his kid in his absence, if it was you then him swearing was a tad more personal than you let on.
It's just fascinating tryingto reconsile these things.
Cheers
-B
you just disgust me with your carry on
no sorry you are so wide of the mark the lad you are referring to was Alasdair, my little bloke, perhaps you should pay more attention to the difference in spelling in future..I was also with Stevie and his fiancee Matilda...so try harder pal....Alistair my brother has been in Russia since March 10th...
But it wasn't your little bloke who uttered a bad word but your brother's son or so I thought .. oh well, one day it might all make sense.
ok, well here's why I think confusion reigns over who was where when and how and who said what ... on the 7th of april, goblin posted a topic, entitled, tantrum no 1, describing how himself, lewis, alasdair, stevey and matilda had been to a cafe to have lunch and that lewis had had a major tantrum. he then went on to say that
",eventually after a few minutes of us ignoring his increasing demands, and arguing
the point, we left but what amazed me most was the reaction of Alasdair. While we were organising ourselves to leave, he said out loud "Ohhh Shit!" It was definitely alasdair who had been named as saying the word. on the 8th of april, goblin posted a topic entitled, "clarification", during which he said that it was lewis who had uttered the word, and then on the 10th of April, after some pointings out from another user, goblin posted to the tantrum no 1 topic saying that his friend had a son called alasdair who was 18 months old ... confused?
I think no one can blame anyone for being confused here ...
But now in this post goblin is saying it was really his little bloke Alasdaire who was there, not his friend's son and earlier he said that his bloke turned 2 (and I don't have the date handy) but in the aforementioned post he specified the age of 18 months.
Yeah, confusiong reigns in this topic certainly.
First you said your son Alasdair was an 18 month old who said 'shit' when we all know he was born last July which would make him only around 9 months and not really capable of saying anything much. Then you said it was Louis who said the word when in fact he has recently, according to your posts, celebrated his second birthday...Then, realising you had lost the plot Goblin, you added some complete rubbish about another Alasdair who was in fact 18 months old and lets face it, none of us are going to fall for this crap! Oh and another thing, in a recent post you may have forgotten you said your 'brother' Alistair was coming back from Russia on the 11th, well it is now the 19th....and where is Jan in all of this hmmmm??
listen wouldn't you be confused after a traumatic event hmmYes I made mistakes and Iam getting sick and bloody tired of your constant references to these its as if you have some mental block which preents you from moving on...So yet again you eejits require an explanation
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Alasdair is my son who is almost a year old he was born on July..
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Louis is my nephew who is 2 his birthday is March 4th
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Stevie and Matilda have no children as yet...
So SB you have joined in yet another witchhunt hmm didn't take you longer either, I've heard these jackals have an incredible sense of smell...
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Yes friends of mine do indeed have an 18 month old son called Alasdair, they are from up north, where its a common name....
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Perhaps you eejits should ask yourselves why Freya continually posts to me, when I haven't read a word she has said in over 6 months,and I have no intention of starting now..don't you find her immaturity, attention seeking and need to be heard, a bit desperate and extremely pathetic, that's exactly why I dropped her from my email
Alex, just because you haven't replied to me doesn't mean you haven't read what I have written which you obviously have. You describe yourself very well in that last line and I dropped you from my email because your emails were the most boring things I have ever read in my entire life.
Oh and you still haven't cleared up any of the confusion because you have only told us that we already know.
Goblin, attention seaking .. well, notmuch to be said there by you really, glass houses and stone throwing come to mind, but enough of that.
The way I see it it's not a personal thing, it's simply trying to make sense of your life and you should be the first one to agree that it's eehm not simple to say the least and, quite frankly, quite unbelievable. And since you are posting about all of these events online I at lesat have the need to try and figure out whether all of this stuff could be real. I don't see what's wrong with that really. And when all of these facts start getting mixed up, well, it starts losing credibility,to you it's crystal clear, it's your life, so when someone asks you to explain something about a post you already made, why not just provide the explanation without the insults. A truce is not agreeing with everything you say, it's about refraining from personal attacks, an alternative would be not to post to the discussions at all, .. and I suppose we could agree on that as well but the point of a discussion, I always thought was that you wanted people to post to it, I may be wrong on that score of course. And nothing that has been said so far is a personal attack as I see it, it's simply trying to figure out, to say thelesat, a very confusing series of events and I still don't get who it was who said the bad word at lunch and I still feel confused as to why someone that has a miscarriage after well 10 to 16 weeks (depending when conception took place) had to stay in a hospital for 3 weeks, feel free to provide an explanation or not but do not feel free from excessive stone throwing and personal attacks, sadly you have been the only one guilty of those since the truce was discussed.
cheers pal
-B
hmm, what can one say! you really are a very strange person indeed goblin. my first point has to be how can you make mistakes about who's kid is who's and what ages they are! i mean small details of stories can get mixed up but these are hardly small details! more like glaring holes! the really funny part is that having just admitted to these glaring mistakes you accuse others of having mental blocks! pot? kettle? black? those words mean anything to you?
secondly, in your last post you said of freya, "don't you find her immaturity, attention seeking
and need to be heard, a bit desperate and extremely pathetic,". would you not conceed though that you yourself have displayed all of these perthetic atributes yourself? i've only been reading these boards a few days and in my judgement you have!
o and just one final question goblin? if you haven't read a single word of freya's posts for 6 months, how on earth do you know that they all concern you?
why does it interest you so much hmmm. All I see is another form of personbal attack here and you twisting my words and lets not forget your penchant for doing just that.. why should I prtovide you with an explanation hmm there you are again unable to move on and let the matter rest..you have chosen this subject as your new hobby and I am not getting involved in something so pointless....you will need to remain confused Wildebrew and perhaps you can use the time more productively than wasting it playing malicious games at my expense.....
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And as for you Harp she only ever mentions me,or posts on a thread I have either started or joined...have you noticed that, she's clearly unable to get over the fact that I dumped her..if that is not pathetic I don't know what is...
Suppose the best reason for no explanations would be that you don't have any .. but well .. hey whether your ife is fact or fiction doesn't really matter in the online world does it, I mean nothing wrong with having a made up person that goes through life, in fact that's as real as posting your own life online afer all, if you don't intend on meeting someone or having someone be a friend in real life you are, after all, free to be whoever you want to be online so even if it is all made up I suppose there's really nothing wrong about that either.
Game playing ... well, I can do what I want with stuff posted on public message boards, trying to make a coherent hole out of some posts is, in my view, no game playing at all. So, either way, I don't really feel offended, just more sure than ever that eehm things are not matching up, and that's fine after all there is no universal law or truth or authority that demands they have to match up.
cheers
-B
Goblin how could you 'dump' me when we had no relationship to speak of? We exchanged a few emails and, I repeat, yours were the most boring things I have ever read in my entire life and I was looking for an excuse to stop writing anyway. If you think I am pathetic well at least I have a life and don't have to make one up and would never resort to pretending that I had attempted suicide when banned from a message board. Oh yes, that reminds me, it was you who was banned wasn't it, not me?? I wonder why that was now hmmmmmm..........
i'm just shocked at how unbelievably well informed you seem to be about somebodies posts that you have claimed never to have read! in fact lets just nail this point down shall we? you clearly have read every single post of hers. in which case why say that you haven't? and of course the problem going on from there is that i start to find anything you say hard to believe. listen my friend you really need to understand that you can't say one thing and then completely shoot holes in what you've just said 5 minutes later. people see threw that kind of rubbish and in the end come to the sadly inevitable conclusion that you are talking out of your posterior! the general concensus around these parts is that you are a compulsive lyer and frankly, i can see why people would say that of you!
I've read none of them pal absolutely not 1 solitary word I don't need to they are all full of her hatred anger bitterness and determination to be as obnoxious and immature as bloody possible, in fact you are beginning to remind me of her and that's not a pleasant thought on a sunny afternoon....
I've read none of them pal absolutely not 1 solitary word I don't need to they are all full of her hatred anger bitterness and determination to be as obnoxious and immature as bloody possible, in fact you are beginning to remind me of her and that's not a pleasant thought on a sunny afternoon....
Wildebrew you could have shown more maturity and discussed this priveatly but even trhere you would have been your usual nast abusive twisted self..this is nothing short of total character assasination I suppose you are enjoying every minute of this hmm lets amuse ourselves by dumping all our abuse on Goblin after all he can take it right...the truce has been offically broken and no one can say I am guilty of that...I am who I say I am if my life seems weird mixed up and confused then so be it...we can either behave like intelligent mature adults or we can carry on tearing each other apart ...my life, is my business, and as you said at the bottom of 1 particular post "you dont need to answer"
No one is on a witch hunt goblin, and no one, other than you, has been trading personal insults. You call people attention seeking yet you post more about your personal life on public message board than anyone else on this site, and why do you do that if not to gain attention. And when people post positive responses, then of course you respond positively, but when people call what you have posted into question, you become defensive and abusive, which would imply that you are afraid of being caught out. You are absolutely right, you do not owe anyone explanations about what you do in your life, but if you don’t want people to ask questions, then don’t post your personal life on the public message boards. And in actual fact, people wouldn’t ask questions if what you actually posted was plausible, and made sense, which, for the most part, it doesn’t. And no one twisted your words, my reference was to actual posts made by you, you wrote the words, I purely highlighted them.
You are very quick to point out how the rest of the world is consumed with anger and hatred etc, purely for calling your stories into question. I put it to you goblin that the reason you react in this way is because you are afraid of being found out. You can be whoever you want to be on the internet. Personally I find it very sad that someone would choose to invent a life, but if that’s what makes someone happy then that is their choice. But when someone makes up a life, they need to be prepared for the fact that one day, they may be found out to be none of the things they claim to be. In order to be a good lier you have to have a good memory, … I think I need say no more on the subject.
well, i have to admire your determination for sticking to your guns over this point, while at the same time realising that you are completely barmy for doing so! after all if you haven't read one single solitary word of what freya has said of you then surely you are doing the one thing that you so readily accuse other people of doing! namely attacking with no provication. you have recently stated that she is hate filled, bitter, obnoxious and immature and yet, by your own admition, you have absolutely no reason for saying this having never read any of her posts! i'm afraid to say that you really aren't making a great deal of sense!
Again Wildebrew you are twisting things all out of context and only a truly malicious creature would bother...I did not come to this site to cause trouble but thanks to several eejits its happened and you have seen fit to carry on where they left off ...I can only say that you are a truly dispicable human being and I have mentioned before about your sudden shift in personality I can se that this shift is progressive so I dread to think of the end result...and while we'er on the subject of creating people for some strange reason I get the feeling you are the liar pal otherwise why would you protest so much hmm or accuse me of bullshitting...I dont need to look for attention or friendship on the net I have plentyof both on the outside..this is my last word on this subject because as you pointed out fighting isnt good for the site hmm?
Goblin, exactly, you owe no one an explanation, but I'm not twisting words, I'm simply quoting your words and, sure, it's a little amusing in a way. Do I really expect me not beliving it will hurt you, well, not really yhonnestly, I don't see why you would care in any way and I said you were free to either post real or made up events on the boards, I am free to have questions about them because the way they fit together is not making sense to me, you are free to refuse to give any answers and hence I am free not to believe the posts. I don't see this as offensive in any ways, it doesn't affect your off-line life in any way, at lesat I can't see how it would so no one is worse off and not once have I actually use offensive wors or personal attacks in what Ihave said. I simply said judging from all this I have idfficulty believing the life is entirely real beacuse of the way a lot of the posts seemingly don't fit together and that shouldn't be your problem. I asked you if you could rovide the links but you gave me a personal offense instead, which is your approach.
It's a completely legit approach but you can't expect to earn any respect from me or make me feel bad about having problem believing all the stories.
That's fine, again, and that's really my last word on the subject.
Cheers man.
-B
cheers no thats a word you say to friends In Scotland it means thank you no problem your welcome ect...I am really amazed at your lack of concern only a real bully would feel nothing for the person he has victimized ...still why should I waste my time on low life such as yourself when we can agree to ignore each other from now on...I dont want your respect I 'm not interested in gaining such a insincere trifle from the likes of you and considering your past form with Lawlords derisible post you have no place to accuse me of launching personal attacks...from now on I will ignore your malicious tongue it shouldn't be too hard just ask your mate Freya and with friends like that I'd hate to see your enemies
well actually the word cheers is not unique to the scottish, it can mean thank you, can be used as a way to say good bye as in, short for cheery o .. also of course, as a tost when you are raising a glass to an event/person ...
but actually goblin, the word victim doesn't quite suit you, it suits very well some of the younger zoners you have attacked in the past though, so ... stones ... glass houses ... pots and kettles ... need I say more.
You are the only person on this discussion who has referred to anyone as idiots (or however you spell it your end of the border), who has called anyone dispickable, a lier, or anything else along those lines. You are therefore the one who has been throwing around the personal insults.
You are right in that your life is your business, however, as stated previously, when you make your private business public, then it is only natural that people will ask questions about it. this is a public message board, everyone has the right to post here what they want, that includes you, and that also includes wildebrew, freya, star, myself, harp, lawlord, caitlin, alison, inesal, and everyone else whose names I might not be able to name off the top of my head but who you will have, at some point, referred to as ignorant, an idiot, uneducated, dispicable, a creature, worthy of loneliness and unhappyness, full of hatred and anger, but none of whom have, in so many words, returned the complement, albeit they all will have had very good reason to have done so.
It is entirely your perogative to post about your personal life to the boards, but it is also the perogative of anyone who reads about your personal life to question the believeability of those posts. and if you don't like that, then don't post your personal life on the boards. If all you want is peoples' sympathy and good wishes, then sorry, but that ain't always going to happen, because not everyone thinks that violence is acceptable, whatever context it happened in.
This is my last post to one of your topics goblin, i intend to ignore everything you post from now on, oh and don't bother sending me private messages threatening to have me banned either because you're on my ignore list, and I would urge anyone else to do the same, then maybe you will send your life story to a soap script writer where they can turn it inot the apparent non reality that it is.
Right! I'm not part of any agreement not to say certain things which may provoke reactions or whatever the agreement some of you have made, so I'm going to say what I want about who I want. Goblin. Why the fuck do you insist on posting every little detail of your personal life on here? Do you think we all care? Really, we just don't give a shit. Secondly, I don't know about your situation, OI don't want telling, it's got nothing to do with me and I couldn't care less about it just like several other zoners. Sugarbaby and Freya in their posts to this thread prooved that you're a liar. I don't know why you are a liar, it may be that you just like taking the zoners on some emmortional rolocoasta, or maybe your recent siuation affected your mentall capacity. I don't care that you're suffering people making comments which you find offensive about you, bbecause you bring it on yourself with your attention seaking attitude. As for this thing with Freya, well I wouldn't want a partner who behaved like a mentally ill, attention seaking dangerous sico. Imagine if those kids had been at your house. It probably wouldn't have stopped you. If you don't want people discussing your personal life don't discuss it in public. The problem Goblin is you. Get a life, then you won't have to make one up! If I want to read stories I'll go to the library.
Aah goblin, thank you very much for that nicely worded post of yours. I'm more than happy to inform you that, as far as I am aware Ihave actually no enemies at all, as far as I am concerned and I look out for my friends and have always supported them in any way that I can. Of course those are people that I know and whose lives I am a part of and those are the people that I do anything for.
As for me victimizing you by questioning your posts, that's not victimizing, someone should have a look in the dictionary and that someone is not me, I've never victimized you and if you bothered to look at my posts to that aforesaid topic of LawLord's I always made clear my position that anyone who behaved a certain way on the site's public bords should get a reminder and that was not directed against you personally and it only concerned you because of the way my definition of unacceptable behavior applied to the way you were being demeaning and rude to other members of the community, even as young as 14years old and at the same time expecting everyone to show sympathy towards your situation that makes little to no sense judging from your posts. Once I call those into question and ask for better clarifications for that you launch yet another personal attack on me that no one besides you sees justified by my words.
If I postd personal things on the boards I would be prepared for people asking about them and willing to explain them, however I choose not to since I find my life simply too personal and I turn to people that I've known and that I trust for personal advice or I ask for advice here by posting the general scenario or problem I am contemplating and with no intent on making those people involved in my personal life, only to give their views on the choices or problems I'm faced with in the general sense.
So, no, you don't want or need my respect and that's totally fine, I still wish everyone well and I won't ignore posts or not post to discussions because I reserve the right to post whatever I see fit or feel needs to be posted to any public board, if you choose to ignore that that is entirely your decission.
Goblin I think the difference between you and Wildebrew is that Wildebrew has people to talk to and socialise in his life, whereas you just have fictional characters to talk about on public sites since noone in your community wants to pay attention to a loonitick whose mental instability makes him a danger to himself, children and real people. Why don't you just right a story with all the characters you claim exist included in it? Oh I know, it's because you know noone will buy it, because it's crap just like all the stories you've shoved down our throats, and shoving things down other peoples throat is what you do because you know you won't be listened to otherwise.
Well, I think we should give him a break here. People lie online and make up a different life when there not happy with there own life. Its like acting in a play. He's probably having problems and is insecure with him self. What better way to get away from all the shit in your life then go into another? One better then your own? I feel bad for him......
Is it possible for the one he's living to be worse than the one he's telling about? Oh yeah, maybe the children were there when he had his tantrum in reality but since he doesn't want to get done for child abuse, he says the child wasn't there.
Is it possible for the one he's living to be worse than the one he's telling about? Oh yeah, maybe the children were there when he had his tantrum in reality but since he doesn't want to get done for child abuse, he says the child wasn't there.